now i get it, thr’s no way you guys is ever gonna try relating to me, to try understanding me. whatever i say, you guys just seem to take the other meaning, the one i didnt mean, and we would end up arguing. you guys always say that i dont understand what you are trying to say, that i always refuse to listen. but hello, anyone tried to understand what i was saying?
when i asked for support and not constant blaming, you told me that you cant do that, that you are not like those typical person who just pampers other people. well hey, what i asked for is simply some support, encourage me when i’m doing the right things, not pampering or whatever it is, just some plain recognition, to make me feel that at least you feel that i’m doing something worthwhile. but no, you said you couldnt do that.
since when did i start getting all bad mood whenever you guys started to talk? everything that come out are just talks, blaming me for this and that. Sure i’ve done things that are wrong, but it can’t be that i’ve done nothing right, right? if all i ever think of is you blaming me, how am i gonna talk to you at all? how should i not get pek check when we talk?
